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I’m struggling to concentrate because I’m listening to the radio *Gold FM* while I’m typing.
I don’t have the ability to concentrate on writing when I’m absorbed in music!
Let me think…
Oh, I left off telling you about how I’d caught up with Adam the other nite? I invited him to the beach with some friends of mine, but he didn’t show up. He eventually called me later in the nite while I was at Cassies place, and he ended up coming to join us all in the spa. He looks so different. He’s pierced now. Short hair. Toned up. And I think they performed a labotomy on the boy, because he is so different after 12 months abroad. He is a lot more laid back, funnier although he was always witty and has lost quite a bit of his arrogance. After all these changes, I was afraid I wouldn’t really know him much at all now, but thankfully our nite of chatting in bed assured me that he was still the same person in some ways. He was incredibly kind too, offering me cash for my share of the bond. Ofcourse I declined the offer, but I was so touched by his gesture.
Thursday nite I went round to Jamie and Carens place. I had such a great time. They cooked dinner for us, which was fabulous. We sat around drinking wine, eating tacos and having an awesome laugh. We thought Jamies episode of Secret Life of Us was going to be on that nite, but turned out it’s going to be next week. Even better, now I get to go round this Thursday too. Actually, speaking of which, I’m excited to go, because I’m going to meet Jamies friend, James. *Yes, I know…Far too many James/Jamies in my life!* He sounds like a real good bloke, funny too from his TXT msg’s. I haven’t actually met him yet, but Jamie thought we’d get along. I think it’s like being set up, but not quite. Not totally discounting it ofcourse, but it would be great to make a new male friend, especially one that shares the same interests and also, we share some more important common ground. I’m hoping that a friendship could form from some upheavils we’ve both faced in life. *If that doesn’t make sense, I’m sorry. I don’t want to disclose too much about this guy coz well, it’s not for me to do. And plus, I’m listening to the radio and it’s screwing with my structure of proper sentences*
Oh, while I think about it, here’s a big shout out to Chris H in South Australia. Here’s hoping you’re going awesomely at the Academy and that you and Renee are doing really well darlin! Miss you heaps and we’ll be there for your Graduation!!! You’ll make a great Copper and now, I’ll have someone to borrow REAL handcuffs from
hahahaha
Hahaha speak of the devil, James *J’s friend* just msged!
oooooooooooooooooooooooooooh! Hotel California on the radio!
Yesterday I hung out with James during the day, and met up with Joel *the new housemate* and his mate Cam. They are champions and I’m so excited to be moving out with Joel. He seems like an awesome guy, and I’m sure we’re going to become good friends very quickly! yay! Late nite servo runs and smoking!
After that, I met up with this guy Michael, that I know from the net. We’d been talking on the phone a bit of late, and we figured we’d catch up yesterday. He came round to Jims place and he stayed for dinner, along with Cassie, Gaz and Ange. We watched the short film he wrote, produced, directed and starred in called “The Urge” It was brilliant! He is so talented! I couldn’t believe how good it was! I loved every second of the 17 minutes!
Today I spent with Cassie, mostly relaxing in the spa and chatting. I’m getting into this spa caper! I want to live in it forever! Yes, granted, I will turn into a prune, but screw it! I’m moving in!
I had a bit of a cry in Coles tonite on James’ shoulder. I just felt really sad for a bit and I broke down. What a loser. I think the stress of moving house, the whole issue I have with boys ‘cumming’ and going from my life all the time, and some other things on my mind have got me just a bit overwhelmed and it all hit me at once, in the busicut aisle of Coles.
In other news, I miss Amiga!!!!!! Damnit boy, what are you doing!? I miss ya! Come back!
xoxoxoox
Troy McClure: HI. I’m Troy McClure. You may remember me from such self help tapes as ‘Smoke yourself thin’ and ‘Get some confidence, Stupid! ‘